Sunday, March 28, 2010

Kyuhyun's Letter.

Dear Sungmin

To the dearest and sweetest person I know. This year was the best for me, and I owe it all to you. You made me very happy, you were there for me, protected me and made me feel safe when I am with you. When I wanted to give up, you helped me stand up and continue to this war we are going through. You gave me hope and opened my eyes to reality I was missing because I was blinded by the darkness, darkness I kept myself in. But you became my light and guiding way back to everything I was missing in life.

There are a lot of things that happened between us, but we fought every obstacle together. From the first time we wet, to the time you concealed your lips to mine, are memories that will last forever in my heart. Our friendship has stretched to a place I never had dreamed of, but, I am happy it did and it’s with you.
But, I feel as if these feelings we have aren’t going last. From time to time, a though comes across, my mind and I think, “What if we grow apart?” I don’t want to think of it, but it has a possibility. If we are going to part, I hope you promise that when you think of me, you remember the happiness we shared we have together, and don’t think we are already away from each other. I know we aren’t saying good bye, but I just want to make sure it is clear to you that this is what I feel for you.

Remember, whatever might happen, I will be here to protect you and help you up no matter what, I just hope you feel the same for me. As a song says: “I have been waiting for you for a long time, for someone who’s just like me. I want to give my loneliness to you. My endless moment, forever."

Thursday, March 25, 2010

SJ FanFic KyuMin Part 10

Opening the door, the others were shocked with they had saw. Kyuhyun was kissing Sungmin directly on the lips. Heechul entered the room quietly and so did the others, but Kyuhyun and Sungmin Doesn’t seem to know. After the kiss, Sungmin opened his eyes and got surprised, he saw the others were looking at them, Sungmin: “Uh, Kyuhyun.” Kyuhyun: “What? Is there something wrong.” Sungmin looks at the others and kyuhyun looked back and got shocked. Khyuhyun tries to explain to the others what just happened: “Kyuhyun, this isn’t what it looks like.” Heechul cut in and said: “It’s okei, we already know.” Kyuhyun: “Huh, really?” Eunhyuk: “Yes.” Kyuhyun: “How? Ryewook, Siwon told us.” Kyuhyun looked at Siwon and said: “How did you know all of this.” Siwon nodded and kyuhyun got angry and went to Siwon to push him, but when Kyuhyun was about too, Sungmin suddenly shouted: Kyuhyun!, Don’t, I told him all that!” Kyuhyun looked back and Sungmin: “I told him all that.” Kyuhyun just gulped and sat beside Sungmin: “Sorry, I did’t know.” Sungmin: “Don’t apologize to me, apologize to Siwon.” Kyuhyun went to Siwon and apologized and Siwon accepted it. Heechul: “Okei, let’s make everything clear okei,why don’t you guys clear it out for us.” So Kyuhyun Sungmin and Siwon had told them everything. Heechul: “Okei, now everything is now out, can you promise to tell us everything from now on.” The 3 approved and since then, they had been good friends.
8 months had passed and they met more trainees namely Leeteuk, Donghae,Shindong, Kangin, Kibum, Yesung,Hankyung and became all good friends. And after those months, they had finally debut as Super Junior. After they debut, they released their first ever single and got their first #1. After receiving it, they were called to an interview.
MC: “I am now with Super Junior, a new boy group of SM who just got their first #1. Tell me super junior, How does it feel achieving # 1 with your first ever single? Super Junior: “Hello, we are Super Juni-OR! Leeteuk: “It is all too overwhelming for us, especially we just debuted, we have a lot of areas to improve, and we promise to improve them in time. MC: “So tell me about your single, Endless moment, I heard one of the members wrote this song, can you tell me who it is?” All of them looked and pointed at Sungmin and he blushed. MC : “So Sungmin is your name right?” Sungmin: “Yes.” MC: “So tell me what’s the inspiration behind this very beautiful song.” Sungmin: “Uh, I wrote this when I was in the hospital, after a car accident me and Siwonshi was in, I was bored and remembered a certain person, so I decided to write a song at that time.” MC: “And who is this certain person?” Kyuhyun slightly blushed Sungmin smiles and tells the MC: “Let’s just keep the name secret.” Kyuhyun blushes and Sungmin said: “;ets just keep the name secret.” MC: “Okei, I don’t want to force you if you don’t want to tell us. MC: “Thank you super junior for the wonderful time and I wish to see more of you and more success.” Leeteuk: “Thank you for the time too, and we promise to do our best!”
After the interview, everybody went to the van and rest for awhile, Leeteuk: “Is everybody here?” All the members replied: “Yes.” Leeteuk: “Good, drivershi, we can go now.” The drive to the dorms were 3 hours and it was already 10 in the evening. Sungmin was getting sleepy and Kyuhyun was beside him and let Sungmin’s head rest on his shoulder. While everybody was asleep, They all woke up to an eary screatch, they realized it was the vans wheels turning from a truck they almost hit. But after getting away from truck, the van flipped and turned 3 times and landed on it’s side. After the accident, all of the members got out of the van. Sungmin got out and looked for Kyuhyun, he saw Kyuhyun was lying in the middle of the road. So he got shocked and crawled to Kyuhyun. Sungmin was worried and was scared, then he saw blood on Kyuhyun’s side and saw a very deep cut. Sungmin lwent over Kyuhun, he was tearing up and tried to talk to Kyuhyun: “Kyuhyun, are you okei.” Kyuhyun half conscious: “hmm, Sungmin?” Sungmin: “Yes, it’s me, your, Kyuhyn your side, it, it’s bleeding.” Sungmin was tearing up. Kyuhyun: “It’s okei, I need to tell you something.” Sungmin: “What is it?” In my closet, I have something for you.” Sungmin: “ Okei, I need to get you to a hospital, no it would be too late.” Sungmin tears falling down his face: “No, It won’t be too late, you will get treated, I won’t let anything happen to you.” Kyuhyun smiled and said: “Don’t cry, I promise we will meet again.” Sungmin: “No, don’t go, don’t leave me! Kyuhyun finally closed his eyes and Sungmin tried to wake him, Kyuhyun”, Kyuhyun, Kyuhyun!” Sungmins tears fell on Kyuhyuns lips. Sungmin held Kyuhyuns cold hands and whispered to his ears: Don’t leave me.” After thatm the other members all went to Him and stared at Sungmin. Donghae, should we interefere?” Leeteuk: “No, let him have this last moment with Kyuhyun.” All of the members cried as they watched Sungmin crying and hugging Kyuhyun’s lifeless body.
After the accident and Kyuhyuns funeral, Sungmin was wrestles and didn’t talk to anybody. But then, he remembered Kyuhyun saying about his closet so he went to check it out. While streaming his closet, Sungmin found an envelope. He checked it and saw his name was written on it he opened it and saw it was a letter. He read it and broke down and just cried. This is where there story ends. But another open’s for Sungmin.
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Wait for Kyuhyun’s letter.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

SJ FanFic KyuMin Part 9

The day after the accident, all of them went to the hospital to check on Sungmin. After arriving, they hurriedly ran up to Sungmin’s room. Entering the room, they saw Sungmin was still unconscious, so they sat on the couch and just looked after Sungmin. After a while, Heechul got hungry and decided to go down the cafeteria to eat. He asked the members to go with him, but Kyuhyun wanted to stay, he decided to take a little nap. After a couple of minutes, Kyuhyun heard something drop on the floor and opened his eyes, he saw a pencil rolling towards him, he looked at sungmin and saw he was already awake with a notebook in his hand. He picked up pencil and gave it to Sungmin, Kyuhyun: “You’re already awake, are you OK?” Sungmin nodded and looked at his notebook. Kyuhyun: “What are you doing?” Sungmin: “Im composing a song.” Kyuhyun: “Really, what is the song called?” Sungmin: “It’s called Endless Moment.” Kyuhun smiled and Sungmin continued: “I got bored and decided to make a song, want to read the lyrics?” Kyuhyun smiled and said yes. After reading the lyrics, sungmin asked: “Is it okei, if there’s anything you want me to change, I will do it." Kyuhyun smirked: “It’s just perfect!” Sungmin: “Thanks, but the inspiration helped me throughout the song." Kyuhyun: “What is it?” Sungmin: “Neorago.” Kyuhyun: “The song?” Sungmin giggled: “No, the actual meaning.” Kyuhyun smiled and looked at Sungmin and he gave his look back.
The others came up with food and opened the door. They saw Kyuhyun sitting beside Sungmin and they were talking. They decided not to go in yet to watch and listen to the conversation. Sungmin: “You know, there are a lot of things that happened in my life, but, the most special for me, were the ones with you.” Eunhyuk was about to sneeze but Heechul stopped it. Heechul “Ssshhh, be quiet, let’s see where this heads.” Kyuhyun: “Mine too, I was thinking about it when I was in the other hospital.” Sungmin: “I see, I just want to get out of here, my head didn’t even hit that hard.” Kyuhyun: “ What did happen during the accident?” Ssungmin: “It’s hard to explain.” Kyuhyun: “It’s okei, just tell me.” Sungmin explained to Kyuhyun everything while the others were listening. after sometime listening, Heechul was shocked and closed the door gently and said: “You did what?!” Siwon bowed his head and said: “I told him that cause it was I was feeling.” Heechul: “Since when? Siwon: “Since we were kids.”
(Siwon’s Flashback)
“We were 13 when we met. I was trying to climb a tree cause there was a cat that got stuck on it. So while I was climbing it, Sungmin walked by and looked at me oddly. Sungmin: “What are you doing?” Siwon: “Im trying to save this cat.” Sungmin: “Why?” Siwon: “So it wouldn't fall down.” Sungmin giggled and said: “You don’t need to save that cat, it will just come down on its own.” Siwon: “Really?” Then when I looked at Sungmin he suddenly shouted, Sungmin: "Watch out!” And when I looked back I saw the cat was already in front of me and scratched my arm. Then I fell down the tree, but good thing Sungmin was already under me to catch me. So he held out his arms caught me, we both fell down the floor laughing. Sungmin: “Are you okei?” Siwon: “Yeah, but my arm is not.” You should go home and get that treated.” Siwon: "My parents aren’t home." Sungmin: “Oh, then come to my house then!” Siwon: "Would it be alright?" Sungmin: "Of course!" So I did went to his house, his mom treated my wound. Since then, we became best friends and did everything together, we even shared how we should go to a company and be be singers. But, when we were 17, my parents decided to come here to Seoul for business purposes, so I had to leave him, and my feelings for him had already developed, I couldn’t just leave him, but I had no choice. So after years, I planned a way for us to meet. I pretended to be a friend of his on the phone tell him to audition here. At that time, I already had my appointment for an audition. But Sungmin got in sooner, and I got my call a month after. Heecul interrupted: “ What!!??, you planned all this!!??” Siwon: “Yes, I did, just to be with him and to tell him how I really feel about him. But I saw he was already with somebody else.” Ryeowook: “What?? He and Kyuhyun, are, in love with each other?” Siwon just nodded and Eunhyuk said: “This is too much for just one day, how can we so blind?” Heechul: “Okei, Okei, now we know everything, let’s just accept it and face the truth.” So They entered Sungmins room to talk to them.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

SJ FanFic KyuMin Part 8

Driving home, Siwon and sungmin were quiet and didn’t talk to each other. But, Sungmin asked a question. Sungmin: “Hyung, what did happened in the gym?” Siwon stayed quiet and didn’t talk to Sungmin. Sungmin asked him to answer, but Siwon still stayed quiet but drove faster. Sungmin was getting scared: Sungmin: “Hyung!” Siwon screamed: “I’m in love with you, OK! Sungmin was shocked and thought to himself: “The truth is finally out. Then he saw another car towards but Siwon was still looking at Sungmin fiercely. So Sungmin grabbed the wheel of the car and turned it. Siwon got shocked and saw the car. They dodged the car but had crashed into a tree. A couple of minutes after the crash Sungmin woke up and found themselves in a wreck. Sungmin wakes up Siwon and he woke up. Siwon got shocked How many blood was on Sungmin’s face. They got out of the off the car but Sungmin suddenly passed out. Siwon quickly went to Sungmin and called for help. There was nobody there and he remembered his cellphone and grabbed it from the car. He called tries to call Heechul and his cell phone rang. Siwon: “C’mon pick up, pick up.” Heechul Finally answered his phone. Heechul: “Hello?” Siwon: “Heechul, we need help!” Heechul: “What? What happened?” Siwon: “We got into an accident, We almost hit a car but we dodged it but we hit a tree.” Heechul: Where’s Sungmin? He got unconscious after going out of the car. Heechul: “What!? Okei, okei, I’ll hang up and you need to call an ambulance, I’ll inform the manager and the others.” Heechul hang up “Aisshh!” Eunhyuk: “What happened?” Heechul: “It’s Siwon and Sungmin, they got into an accident.” Eunhyuk: “What!” Ryeowook and Kyuhyun who were in the kitchen preparing dinner, heard Eunhyuk. They rushed to see what’s going on. Heechul explained to them what happened and Kyuhyun suddenly stayed quiet and he felt all his energy got drained out, he was very for Sungmin.
After a couple of minutes, of calling the ambulance finally came and went to rescue Siwon and Sungmin, They were rushed to the hospital. They arrived at the hospital and Siwon called Heechul what hospital they were in and went there. They finally arrived at the hospital and Siwon was getting treated for wounds. Siwon got treated and talked to the others. Kyuhyun can’t hide his anger and went forward and punched Siwon. Kyuhyun: “If it wasn’t for you this wouldn’t have happened!” Heechul gripped Kyuhyun’s hand when he was about to throw another punch. Ryeowook and Eunhyuk told him to calm down, so he shook of Heechul’s grip and leaned forward on a wall. Siwon: “Im very sorry.” Eunhyuk: “There’s no need to say sorry, it was an accident, it happens.” Siwon: “But if I was calm, I should have concentrated on driving.”
They went in front of the OR to check what happened to Sungmin, leaving behind Kyuhyun who was seating and worrying. His doctor went out. Doctor: “Your friend has lost a lot of blood because of his wound on his head, we already stitched his wound on his head, but he needs blood transfusion. Ryeowook: “What is his blood type?” Doctor: “He has a rare blood type AB+.” Nobody else have that blood type. Siwon: AB+? Im AB+.” Doctor: “That’s great, we can transfuse some of your blood to Sungmin.” So Siwon had some of his blood taken to be transfused to Sungmin. After the transfusion, Sungmin was finally in a good state. But they had to wait until tomorrow to see him. So they had gone home.
After going homoe, nobody wanted to talk about it, but they were all worried for Sungmin. Kyuhyun went to his room and slammed the door. Siwon went to Kyuhyun’s room to try to apologize for what had happened, kyuhyun didn’t talk. Siwon: “I’m very sorry, it was an accident.” Kyuhyun with an angry voice: “An accident? Because of you, Sungmin suffering right now. He is the only person who understood me.” Siwon: “I know, so, im very sorry, after this I won’t interfere with you and Sungmin anymore.” Kyuhyun: “What do you mean.” Siwon: “I knoe you guys have this special thing with each other, I wanted to split you up, but, I just can’t do it.” Kyuhyun stayed quiet and a tear fell down his face. Siwon: “Please forgive me.” Kyuhyun heard someone coming to the door and he wiped of his tears. Heechul: “Kyuhyun, forgive Siwon already, this drama between you guys just keeps everything worse.” Ryeowook: “Yeah, he even gave blood for Sungmin.” Kyuhyun looked up to them.Kyuhyun: “Really?” Eunhyuk:”Yeah.” Heechul: “He gave blood to save Sungmin’s life.” So kyuhyun finally accepted Siwon’s apology.

Friday, March 19, 2010

SJ FanFic KyuMin Part 7

After that night, they all woke up and eat breakfast. Sungmin woke up extra early again to make special breakfast for Siwon. Sungmin: “Everybody, breakfast is ready!” Eunhyuk: “Do I smell Beijing fried rice?!” Sungmin: “Yup, I made it special cause Siwon is here and I want him to feel welcome with a good breakfast!” Heechul: “Well good, cause I haven’t tasted this for many months now.” Siwon loos at Sungmin: “This is very good!” Sungmin smiled and continued eating. Kyuhyun went out of his room. Sungmin : “Eat with us!” Kyuhyun smiled and walked sluggishly. He sat down beside Sungmin and Sungmin fixed Kyuhyun’s hair: “Your hair is a mess, I’ll fix it.” Kyuhyun smiled and after getting his hair fixed, Siwon looked at them jealously. Siwon: “Sungminshi, why don’t you come with me to the gym, for you to build your body a little.” Sungmin: “Huh? OK, but teach me.” Siwon: “Ofcourse, I will be your instructor!” .Sungmin and Siwon smiles at each other and Kyuhyun was getting uneasy.
In that afternoon Sungmin and Siwon was ready to go the gym. Kyuhyun was in their room with Heechul. Heechul was busy reading a book, while Kyuhyun was thinking. Kyuhyun: “Do you think he would be okei?” Heechul: “Who would be okei?” Kyuhyun:"Sungmin." Heechul: “Yeah, he would be fine, plus, Siwons with him anyway.” Kyuhyun whispers to himself: “That’s what im worried about.” Heechul: “What did you say?” Kyuhyun: “Nothing, nothing.” Heechul: “And I guess Siwon won’t let anything happen to him, they did know each other for years now.” Kyuhyun: “But I think his body can’t take it, and I don’t want his face to get scratched.” Heechul: “What are you talking about?” Kyuhyun stood up and left the room.
Kyuhyun saw Siwon and Sungmin was almost about to leave. Sungmin saw Kyuhyun and asked him if he wants to go, Siwon worried he would approve. Kyuhyun thought of it, but turned it down. Sungmin: “Are you sure?” Kyuhyun nodded and said “Go have fun!” Sungmin smiled and nodded. Sungmin turned to walk to the door and Siwon went to follow him. Siwon put his arms around Sungmin’s shoulder and looked at kyuhyun with an evil smile. Kyuhyun got angry and his fist was in a clutch.
Siwon and Sungmin finally got to the gym. Sungmin: “Uh, hyung, are you sure we should do this?” Siwon: “Yeah, don’t be scared, I will assist you.” Sungmin with a worried look: “Uhm, OK.” So Siwon demonstrated how to lift weights. Sungmin: “Shouldn’t we do, uh, less scary things.” Siwon giggled and agreed. So they went to the trend mills. Siwon: “This is the simplest things we use here, and it’s effective.” Sungmin: “Now this I can do.” Siwon smiled and said: “Get on it.” Sungmin: “Sure”. So Sungmin turned it on and Siwon got on beside him and started to exercise. Sungmin turned his faster, Siwon: “Are you sure you can handle that speed?” Sungmin: “Sure!” So Siwon didn’t mind it. But after a little while, Sungmin remembered what happened between him and Kyuhyun. He wasn’t looking where he was running and his feet suddenly, and he fell from the trend mill. Sungmin screamed and Siwon was very worried. Siwon: “Sungmin, what happened? Are you OK? Sungmin seating on the floor holding his ankle “I think I sprain my ankle.” Siwon carried Sungmin to a near bench. Sungmin was groaning in pain while Siwon was very worried. So he said to Sungmin to wait and left to get first aid kit. So when he got back Sungmin was still in pain. Siwon covered his sprain and told min he is going to be okei. Siwon smirked and told them they should go home for Sungmin to get some rest. Sungmin: “We should take a shower first, we smell.” Siwon: “You have a sprain in your ankle and you still think about hygiene. Sungmin smiled and looked at Siwon with his puppy eyes. Siwon: “Ok, but be careful, come on, I’ll help you go to the showering room.” So When they finally there, Sungmin went to one stole, but, when Siwon went to one stole, but the shower wasn’t working, and he tried the other stoles but it won’t work either. The guy who was running the gym knocked on the door and said: “The gym will close in 10 minutes!” Siwon had an idea to shower and to get Sungmin closer to him. He knocked on Sungmin’s stole and Sungmin asked why. Siwon: “Are you almost done?” Sungmin: “No im not even starting.” Siwon: “are you still wearing clothes?” Sungkin: “Uh yeah, why?” Siwon had a smile in his face. He entered the stole and Sungmin got shocked. Sungmin:” Hyung! What are you doing?” The other stoles showers won’t work, and we need to hurry up. It would take us longer if we take showers individually.” Sungmin: “But,uhm.” Sugnmin’s knees shaking. Siwon took of his shirt AND Sungmins heart started to beat faster. Sungmin: “Uh, what are you doing!?” Siwon turns on the shower. Siwon: “Going to take shower”. Sungmins shirt get wet by the water. Sungmin: “Hyung, look what you did? Siwon: “sorry, you still have that shirt on, why don’t you take it off anyway?” Sungmin: “What?” Siwon, “we need to hurry.” Sungmin takes off his shirt. So they took a shower together, with their SHORTS on. Sungmin faced his back and suddenly saw Siwon’s face up close. Sungmin got shocked and Siwon just stared at him. Siwon started to get closer to Sungmin. Sungmin started to shake again and Siwon put his hands on the both side of the wall of Sungmins body, so Sungmin was trapped. Siwon is starting to get closer and Sungmin gulped and didn’t know what he will do. So when Siwon was about to kiss Sungmin, he removed Siwons hands and grabbed a towel and went out. Siwon was left on the stole on his position. When the time he left the bathroom. Sungmin already changed his clothes and was ready to leave. Sungmin with a shaky voice: “Uh, hyung, let’s go already.” Siwon with an upset look: “Let me dress first.” After he dressed, he and Sungmin left.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

SJ FanFic KyuMin Part 6

Their new roommate entered and Sungmin was shocked. “Choi Siwon?” Siwon: “Sungminshi? What are you doing here?” with a smile on Sungmin’s face: “I’m a trainee here, you are too?” Siwon: “Yeah!” The others got confused and Heechul cut into their conversation “You know each other?” Sungmin smiling to Siwon: “Yes, we are childhood friends.” Heechul: “Oh really, well then, im Heechul.” “Im Ryeowook.” “Im Eunhyuk”. Kyuhyun got intimidated and went to the kitchen. Heechul asked where Kyuhyun was and the others said they don’t know. Sungmin excused himselfand went to check on Kyuhyun. He saw Kyuhyun seating on the kitchen table. So he sat down in front of him and asked why he left. He said he got a little thirsty and wanted to drink water. Sungmin nodded and Siwon, Heechul and the others went to the kitchen. Heechul: “There you are, what’s the fuzz?” Kyuhyun: “Nothing.” Siwon: “Sungmin, I have something from your mom.” Sungmin: “Really, what is it?” Siwon wait. Siwon opens a pocket from his luggage takes out a letter and gives it to Sungmin. Sungmin: “It’s a letter from my mom.” Siwon: “My mom and yours talked. Your mom brought up you being here and she suggested I come here for you to have a friend to be with because she was worried. So my mom agreed and I auditioned, luckily got in. But I see you already made friends.” Sungmin looked at Siwon and they looked and smiled at each other. Siwon looked at Kyuhyun with an evil smile.Kyuhyun was feeling intimidated.
It was night and Siwon had to move rooms because his is being painted, but he had nowhere else to stay, so Sungmin suggested he should sleep with him and Ryeowook for the night. Siwon agreed and he moved some of his stuff to their room. It was already 10 and Siwon just came from the bathroom on a robe. He came to the room where Sungmin and Ryeowook is. When he entered the room, Ryoewook went to kitchen to get a glass of milk. Kyuhyun saw him and asked why he left. Ryeowook: “I want to drink milk.” Kyuhyun: “But Siwon entred the room in a robe!” Ryeowook: “so, is there a problem taking a bath at night?” He heard Sungmin saying something and Kyuhyun left suddenly and was a little worried.
Mean while as Ryeowook left the room to get a glass of milk, Siwon entered and Sungmin was in the room listening to music. Sungmin noticed Siwon and just said hello. So Siwon was looking for his PJ’s. So when he find his, Siwon was about to take of his robe when Sungmin noticed. Sungmin: “Hyung!” Siwon: “What?” Sungmin: “Why are you changing clothes here?” Siwon: “Is there a problem? were both guys here and we even used to take baths together when we were kids.” Sungmin: “Well yeah, but it was years ago and our bodies changed a lot then.” Kyuhyun suddenly entered the room. He asked what had happened and Ryeowook suddenly followed to see what’s happening. Sungmin: “Nothing.” Siwon left the room and looked at Kyuhyun badly. Kyuhyun looked back to Siwon. But he already went to the bathroom to change. He rushed to Sungmin and asked him what happened. Sungmin: “Nothing, it was nothing.” Kyuhyun: “Then why did you scream?” Sungmin: “I told you, it was nothing.” Kyuhyun nodded his head and stood up. “Sleep already and be careful.” Sungmin with confused look:“Okei?” Kyuhyun “Good, good night.” Shakes Sungmin’s hair with his hands. Sungmin closed his eyes and smiled. Sungmin: “Good night!” While Kyuhyun was leaving the room.
That night, kyuhyun was restless and can’t help thinking what was happening in Sungmin’s room. Lots of things was on his mind: “What’s happening here, after that Siwon came to this dorm, I have been like this, and his bad stare at me, was, I don’t want to think about it.” While in Sungmin’s room Sungmin and Ryeowook were asleep and Siwon was awake looking at Sungmin and thinking: “Sungminshi, you’re finally going to be mine. After those years of admiring you and hiding my feelings, I can now reveal it to you.” Goes closer to Sungmin and get his bangs out of his beautiful eyes. Siwon: “But I need to get rid of that Kyuhyun first before I get you.”

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

SJ FanFic KyuMin Part 5

Sungmin, Ryeowook, Heechul, and Eunhyuk all went back to their dorm from the hospital. In their ride there Sungmin was just quiet and just looked at the window, Ryeowook noticed and tried to comfort him. Ryeowook: “Don’t worry, everything is going to be fine, he will be back home and healthier than ever.” Sungmin just smiled and faced the window. When they were infront of the building, Sungmin saw the rooftop and remembered something Kyuhyun said, so he decided to go to the hospital tomorrow and do something special for Kyuhyun. So when he woke up, He decided to take a bath and leave early. While preparing to go the hospital, Heechul woke up and saw Sungmin. Heechul “Where are you going?” Sungmin: “Oh, I’m going to the hospital.” Heechul: “This early? Why?” Sungmin rushing to get some stuff, Sungmin: “All the good cakes will be gone.” Heechul “Is it somebody’s birthday today?” Sungmin leaving: “No, but somebody’s yesterday!” Sungmin left and got Heechul wondering if it was Kyuhyun’s birthday yesterday, but he remembered its 3 weeks away.
Sungmin went to a cake shop and looked at some cakes. He saw a cake that caught his attention, it was Pink Strawberry Fuzz. So he bought the cake and left to buy some other stuff. He bought so party things and had gone to the hospital.
When he went to the hospital and asked if he can now visit Kyuhyun, the nurse replied and said it was exactly visiting hours, Sungmin thanked the nurse and went up to Kyuhyuns room. He entered the room and found Kyuhyun was already awake. Kyuhyun heard the door open and looked to his right. Kyuhyun”Sungmin, what are you doing this early?” Sungmin “Are you feeling okei?Well, you forgot something yesterday.” Kyuhyun nodded, wondered what it was and he saw what Sungmin was carrying and asked what it was for. Sungmin: “Remember the time I evesdropped on you on the roof.” Kyuhyun wondered more and saw the cake. Sungmin: “It was your mom’s special day yesterday!” Kyuhyun giggled and remembered what Sungmin has heard. So Sungmin took a table and a chair across the room and prepared the cake and the balloons and made kyuhyun wear a party hat! So when he was cutting the cake, Kyuhyun asked a question “Why strawberry?” Sungmin “Beause you said you don’t like chocolate”. He smiled and ate the cake with Sungmin.
But while they were eating, they heard someone entering the room. It was Heehul and the other dorm members! Heechul “So this is what you’re caught up about.” Ryewook wondered: “Did we forget any birthdays?” Eunhyuk: “I don’t think so.” Heechul: “Who cares, they have cake!” Kyuhyun explained to them why Sungmin did all this and they thought it was a nice thing to do of Sungmin.
While celebrating, the doctor came back with Kyuhyun’s results, Doctor: “We now have Kyuhyuns result and He is going to be fine.” Ther others members were so happy, but the doctor said “It seems like you already knew, or is it somebody’s birthday?” Heechul “Let’s just say it’s double celebration. The doctor said he can go home in a few days and he needs a lot of rest. Eunhyuk “Don’t worry, he’s sitter Sungmin we’ll take care of that!” Sungmin blushed and looked away from Kyuhyun. The doctor left and they continued their celebration.
After a couple of days, Kyuhyun finally left the hospital and went back to their dorms and he was very happy. While resting at his bed and the others were out in the living room playing video games, Kyuhyun decided to go up the rooftop. Nobody noticed he left. But when Sungmin went to the kitchen and passed by their room, kyuhyun wasn’t there so he decided to look for him. He went to the rooftop and found Kyuhyun there. Kyuhyun was seating on bench and he heard sungmin going up, whe Sungmin finally got up, Kyuhyun asked Sungmin to seat beside him. Sungmin sat beside him, Kyuhyun: “Thank you so much!” Sungmin: “For what?” Kyuhyun: “ For everything, you made me realized that anything can happen, you took care of me while we are at the forest, and you had gone to the trouble tu celebrate’s my mom’s special day, you did so much for me, I didn’t do anything for you.” Sungmin Just bowed and said nothing. Kyuhyun: “So I guess the only I can do for you is this.” Kyuhyun gets closer to Sungmin and held his chin and Sungmin faced Kyuhyun. He saw Kyuhyuns adorable face and beautiful closed eyes so he closed his eyes, too. After that, he felt Kyuhyuns soft lips laid upon his. The kiss lasted for 15 seconds and Kyuhyun turned to face another direction, Sungmin was still in his position and opened his eyes. Ha faced front and said nothing. After that, Heechul went up and surprised them, Heechul: “So this is where you are, I got to tell you something.” Kyuhyun: “What is it?”. Heechul : “We got a new roommate!” Sungmin and Kyuhyun spontainuesly looked at each other. Heechul: “Isn’t it great.” Heechul: “Well we need to prepare he could came any minute.” So they had gone down and prepared a new room. After that they heard a knock. Eunhyuk Excitedly went to the door and opened it. After opening the door, They saw……
Who did they saw?

Monday, March 15, 2010

SJ FanFic KyuMin Part 4

The Rain Finally stopped and they still can’t go home, Kyuhyun got very sick and the others were getting worried cause they still haven’t gone home. Sungmin was getting scared because Kyuhyun’s temperature is rising by the second, but he can’t carry him home, and he doesn’t have his phone with him. Kyuhyun was shaking Very bad and Sungmin is getting very worried. He whispered to kyuhyun’s ear and said “Don’t give up, they must be searching for us by now”. The others got so worried that they tried to report it to the police, but they still can’t let the police find them because they are only gone for 8 hours, so they tried to find them themselves. Ryowook remembered something Kyuhyun told him hours ago, Ryeowook “I remembered something Kyuhyun telling me, he said something about a forest. Eunhyuk: “A forest? Is there any forest here in Seoul?” the Heechul remembered there’s a forest near SM building, south. It was already late and they went to the forest, they tried to search for them, but they were already loosing hope. But suddenly Sungmin heard a call “Kyuhyun! Sungmin!” he was happy and shouted back:”Were here! Were here!” Heechul heard it and asked Ryeowook and Eunhyuk to come with him. He followed Sungmin’s voice and finally found them! Heechul :“ Sungmin, Kyuhyun! Were so happy we found you 2”. Sungmin “You got to help Kyuhyun, he has very high fever!” So they took Sungmin and Kyuhyun to the hospital. They both got checked up, Sungmin’s test result was fine but Kyuhyun still has very high fever. After hearing this, Sungmin got worried and scared for Kyuhyun. The manager came to the hospital and asked what had happened. Sungmin explained what had happened to him and Kyuhyun and he apologized. Manager: “No need to apologize, it was an accident, and rain is very unpredictable”. Sungmin thanked the manager, and the manager left. Sungmin asked Kyuhyun’s doctor if he was already aloud to, the doctor approved and Sungmin rushed to Kyuhyuns room, when he entered the room, Heechul, Ryeowook and Eunhyuk was there. He sat down with them, he asked “Is he going to be okei?” Heechul: “the doctor said they are still studying what’s happening to Kyuhyun.” Sungmin nodded and just stayed quiet.
Eunhyuk asked Ryeowook to get a cup of coffee with him and they left the room. Heechul talked to Sungmin. Heechul: “You know, Sungmin, Kyuhyun was a cheerful person before he became the quiet and sad person we used to know. Heechul “We met each other 3 months ago when we entered the entertainment, Ryeowook, Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun and I was new. Just like you, we were very quiet, and we didn’t talk to anybody, we met each other in singing classes. Singing Instructor “Okei, today we will learn how to use our head register. Does anybody know what a head register is?” Kyuhyun happily replied “It’s basically your falsetto, when you sing you use purely your head tone to sing, which produces a clear, high and soft tone.” Singing instructor: “Very good Kyuhyun!” Heechul: “The singing instructor divided the class into 4 groups, we got pared up and we were very happy Kyuhyun was with us. Eunhyuk and I can’t sing well, but we needed to present something tomorrow. Kyuhyun helped us with our singing, he was a great teacher. Since nobody of us knew anybody, we became close and we were happy we all became friends. But, something terrible happened.One day, he received a call from his dad.”(Phone ringing) Kyuhyun: “Hello?” “Kyuhyun, I need to tell you something, uh your mom isss....” Kyuhyun: “Dad, what?! What happened?!”(Kyuhyun’s dad crying) “Your mom she’s, she’s, dead!”. Heechul “Kyuhyun suddenly dropped his phone and started crying.” We all came to comfort him but he won’t listen to us. He stayed like that for 2 months. He just stayed quiet and didn’t talk to anybody, until you came along and changed him. We though nobody can ever do it, but you did, so, thank you”. Sungmin nodded his head and bowed his head, not showing his smile to Heechul.
Eunhyuk and Ryeowook went to the room to tell them the manager called and they should go home for now to get some rest. So Heechu sttod up and asked if Sungmin wanted to go home. Sungmin said he will, but in a minute, Heechul said okei and left the room. Sungmin stood up and went near Kyuhyun. Sungmin “Get well soon, I still don’t know what’s happening between us, but you feel so special to me.”

Sunday, March 14, 2010

SJ FanFic KyuMin Part 3

It was late at night and Sungmin's stil awake watching his favorite T.V show called “Mystery 6”. He likes Horror, but easily get scared.the night had gone deeper, 11:00 pm and all the others were asleep, he just kept watching. After a while, Kyuhyun woke up and wanted to go to the kitchen and drink a glass of water. But when he opened the door, he heard the T.V. was on and found Sungmin watching. He smiled and went to the living room to check. he stayed quiet and Sungmin didn’t notice he was coming. He knocked on the wall and Sungmin got surprised almost jumped off the couch. Kyuhyun: “Ssshhh, don’t be scared it’s me”. Sungmin: “Kyu! You shouldn’t scare me like that!" Kyuhyun asked “Why are you watching this anyway if you get easily scared?” Sungmin bravely said “I don’t get scared easily, plus the story between bonded members is touching.” Kyuhyun “Really? then I should watch it too.” So he sat beside Sungmin on the couch. While watching, Sungmin got scared, he suddenly went closer to kyuhyun and he didn’t seem to mind. Kyuhyun noticed and put his arm across Sungmin’s shoulder. Sungmin noticed and looked up to Kyuhyun while Kyuhyun’s eyes were upon the television. A though came to his mind: “Who are you Cho Kyuhyun? Why are you doing this? Before, you were this mysterious and silent person, but now, you changed suddenly. It’s weird, but I feel a lot more secure when you are around me.” Sungmin stared at kyuhyun, but Kyuhyun looked at and asked him if he feels comfortable, Sungmin nodded his head and they kept watching. Later on when the show was over, Kyuhyun turned off the T.V, but they just stayed in their position for a while. But kyuhyun saw Sungmin was falling asleep already, so he stood up and asked Sungmin to go to bed already, Sungmin just nodded. So Kyuhyun helped him get up and go to bed. That night, Kyuhyun just stayed up and looked at Sungmin sleeping, admiring his face and charm, his smile and his beautiful eyes. Kyuhyun was falling for Sungmin, but, did Sungmin felt the same?
it was morinng already, it was Saturday and they didn’t have any training. The company made a surprise visit to every dorm to check if everything is in shape and clean. Heechul entered their dorm and screamed “ Clean! clean everything!” The others woke up and asked why. Heechul “the managers are checking dorm’s, they can’t see this dorm messy!” So everybody stood up and grabbed cleaning materials. Everybody was still half asleep when they were sleeping and Heechul was panicking because he was the eldest and should have taken responsibility. So when they were almost done, the managers were in the room next to them. So the Managers knocked on their door and they were already done. Heechul opened the door and welcomed the manager that was going to check the dorm. After checking, he noticed Kyuhun was still asleep. Eunhyuk suggested to wake him up, but the manager disapproved and said they should just let him sleep. The manager left and the guys wondered why he was still asleep. Heechul “Why didn’t you guys wake him up? Eunhyuk replied “we tried but, he won’t let us”. Heechul just let it pass by and said nothing.
In that afternoon, Kyuhyun already woke up. When he did, Sungmin asked him to walk around. They entered a park which was connected to a forest. While Walking, Sungmin asked Kyuhyun why he was asleep all day. Kyuhyun allabiyed and said: “I was really into the show we watched last night, so searched for the whole thing. Sungmin" Really? Don’t tell me what happens okei, I don’t want you to spoil it” Kyuhyun smiled but he was still thinking of what happened last night. Sungmin noticed he was quiet and was in a deep though. Sungmin tried to act childish and started teasing Kyuhyun. He smiled, but it won’t work, he was still in a very deep though.

Sungmin noticed that the sky was getting dark, he told Kyuhyun but said not to mind it. Sungmin was getting worried it would rain cause they were walking around the woods. Then rain drops started to fall, so they started to run. The rain got stronger and stronger and they grew tired of running. Luckily, they found a big tree and took shelter under it. After a while, Kyuhyun started to sneeze and cough. Sungmin asked: “Are you alright? Do want to borrow my jacket?” Kyuhyun: “No it’s okei,(sniff) you’ll get a cold, too.” Sungmin: “It’s okei, I won’t get one, I promise.” So Kyuhyun accepted the jacket. The rain won’t stop and they don’t know what they should do. But then, Kyuhyun's temperature rised and he started shaking. Sungmin noticed and panicked, he didn’t know what to do, so to add some warmth to kyuhyun’s body, he hugged him. Kyuhyun noticed and he smiled and snuggled into Sungmins arm. Sungmin remembered what happened last night and thought to himself “Isn’t this ironic, last night he was holding me, but now, Im holding him”. Like the pouring rain, their feelings for each other just keeps stronger and stronger.

SJ FanFic KyuMin Part 2

After what had happened up on the rooftop, Kyuhyun changed a lot. He smiled more, talked more and he was always happy. The others saw this and took it positively, but they still wondered what had happened to Kyuhyun and Sungmin after that day. Heechul tried to ask what had made Kyuhyun happy, but he just smiled and said nothing, this made them more curious.
One morning, when everybody was still asleep, Sungmin woke up and found Kyuhun asleep on the couch. He found a notebook on Kyuhyun's chest and slowly removed it He took a little glance and realized it was a journal. He saw the date and knew that kyuhyun wrote something just last night: “The heart is a very mysterious part of the body, and the only way in truly realizing it is lighting the deepest and darkest parts of it. Just now, I know i had gone through a lot, but life's just that way, I am sure where ever my mom is, she is happy for me. I also miss her Pat bing sus, every summer she makes her special pat bing sus for me and I enjoy eating them so much." The pat bing sus caught Sungmin attention, so he decided to surprise Kyuhun with the ones his dad had though him how to make. So after eating breakfast, he asked Eunhyuk who was in his room listening to music, to come with him to the market to buy some ingredients. While shopping, Eunhyuk asked Sungmin why he suddenly wanted to make Pat Bing Su’s, he allabiyed and said ”Summer is coming, so it’s going to be hot, and pat Bing Su is the only thing to counter it”. Eunhyuk bought it and they continued shopping. After shopping they want back to the dorm and prepared the Pat Bing Sus. Eunhyuk shaved the ice while Sungmin cut fruits. After some hard work, they were finally done and it was time to taste what they had created. Ryeowook , Heechul and Kyuhyun was back from cleaning their cars, and they were dripping with sweat. Heechul went to the kitchen and screamed: “ Yaaahh!!! Pat Bing Su!”. Ryewook followed Heechul, Kyuhyun was in the bathroom washing his face when he heard their loud screams. He saw the Pat Bing Sus and was surprised to see them. Heechul invited him to sit down and eat with them and a smile was put on his face and sat down. After taking his first bite, he stopped for awhile and remembered his moms recipe, it was very alike. He was amazed and asked who made them, Eunhyuk said ”Sungmin made it. With a little help from yours truly”. Kyuhyun was happy and looked at Sungmin dearly and asked: “where did you get the recipe?” He replied: “It was my dad’s”. He smiled and he looked at Sungmin differently until then.
One morning, they all woke up early to exercise so they went out and jogged around. While jogging, Sungmin challenged Kyuhyun to a race, Kyuhyun agreed and told Sungmin who ever runs back to the SM building first, wins. Almost there, Kyuhyun was taking the lead, while Sungmin was near behind. While running, kyuhyun heard Sungmin scream and look back, he saw Sungmin trip and wounded his knee. Kyuhyun ran back and helped Sungmin out. He had put Sungmin in crossed feet position and raised Sungmin’s knee and kneel to look at his wound. He checked if it was deep or not. He told sungmin it’s not much and looked at Sungmin smiling. But after doing so, he had stopped and just glazed at Sungmin as if he was an angel that had gone down from heaven. He just stared while Sungmin was looking at his wound. He snapped out of it when Heechul tapped him on the back and asked what happened. He explained what had happened to Sungmin , and they had took him to the dorm for first Aid. While Sungmin was getting treated, Kyuhyun was at the kitchen thinking of what had happened. In his mind, thoughs were overflowing “What is happening to me? When I saw Sungmin, I couldn’t take my eyes of him, I was captivated by his aura. And he reminded me of my mom when he made Pat Bing su’s. What should I do?”. Kyuhyun was getting confused with his feelings and didn’t know what it was.

Friday, March 12, 2010

SJ FanFic KyuMin Part 1

Sungmin is a very smart talented teen, but he was very shy and had few friends. He wants to become a singer. Then, one morning he got a message from a friend telling him auditions in entertainm ents are now open. He took the opportunity and auditioned. He waited anxiously for the results, and after a week, he received a call saying he is now an SM entertainment trainee. He was so happy yet was also sad because he had to leave home to fulfill his dreams. At the time he was packing his clothes and other items, his mom came to his room. She cried and hugged him like he was about to go out of the country. Sungmin: “Omma, don’t cry, I won’t be gone for long, I will fulfill my dream and also Appa’s”. Tears ran down his face as his mother said: "I am so happy for you, im thankful that you got the chance your Appa didn’t. And remember that I am always here to support you, and I know your Appa is happy for you as well wherever he might be." The next day, Sungmin finally flew to Seoul. Before entering the big building of SM Entertainment, he took a deep breath and said to himself “This is it, there’s no turning back” and entered the building. He was welcomed warmly by the staff of the entertainment. A little yet fullfilling step for Sungmin.
2 weeks being in the entertainment, he was so shy and didn’t talk to anybody and the though of home was always in his mind. But, while eating alone, a few trainee mates decided to talk to him. They came to his table and asked for his name, he replied in a shy manner “Hello, my name is Sungmin”. And each one of them replied “Hello sungmin, my name is Eunhyuk’’, “My name is Heechul”, ‘’My name is Ryeowook”. But with them, another one was in the back. Eunhyuk said “oh, we forgot to introduce Kyuhyun”, Eunhyuk asked him to introduce himself but he just stayed quiet. Heechul explained to Sungmin why he was like that. He had recently lost his mother because of breast cancer. Like Sungmin's mother, Kyuhyun’s was very supportive, and loved him tenderly. Then he felt something different when he heard what happened to Kyuhyun’s mother, considering to what happened to his father.
After singing classes, Sungmin and his new friends went to lunch. As usual, Sungmin was quiet, and so was kyuhyun. While talking, Ryewook had an idea that Sungmin should move in to their dorm since they were the only friends he have. He was shocked, but still stayed quiet. Heechul asked him if he would do it if the company allows it. He replied “ uh, sure, but….”. Eunhyuk Interrupted and convinced him to do it, then Sungmin told them he will, if it is okei. They also asked Kyuhyun if it was okei, but he just shook his head. Then they went to tell their manager, and he approved.
While unpacking, they surprised Sungmin with a cake, it was clearly a nice gesture for their new roommate. They went to the kitchen and ate the cake, but while eating, Ryewook asked where Kyuhyun was. Heechul said he’s on the rooftop , Sungmin asked why, but, they can’t give him an answer because they had no idea why he is always up there. Curious enough, Sungmin wanted to know why, so went up to check it out. While walking up the stairs, Sungmin was looking down and didn’t realize he was almost at the top and Kyuhyun was already leaving. He suddenly bumped into Kyuhyun, and Kyuhyun stared at him seriously. Kyuhyun asked him why he was going up the rooftop. Sungmin nervously said to Kyuhyun, He said “W-w-we have cake down stairs, do you want some? Kyuhyun just walked pass by him. Then he stopped and said, “I don’t like chocolate’’. Sungmin stopped for awhile and looked back, but Khyuhyun already left.
In a cold and rainy afternoon, they were all in their dorm floor drinking hot chocolate and eating, but gain Kyuhyun was not with them. Heechul asked: Is he out on the roof top again?” Eunhyuk replied “Yup, he always goes up there when he has time”. Heechul: “But it’s raining”. Eunhyuk suggested somebody should take an umbrella and go up to the rooftop to check him out. Curious enough, Sungmin said he would do it. He took Heechul’s pink umbrella with him and went up. He heard Kyuhyun sobering through he loud rain. After waiting for awhile he heard Kyuhyun talking: “I finally made it, I will make you proud mom, I won’t let you down”. After hearing what Kyuhyun said, Sungmin remembered his dad. He was about to call Kyuhyun when Kyuhyun continued talking: “It’s your special day mom, it’s raining today’’. Sungmin eyes started to water and a tear fell down his face. He remembered what the others asked him to do, so he went out to the rain. He asked Kyuhyun to go inside because it was raining. Kyuhyun looked back and said “Did you hear all that, all the things that I said”. Sungmin shook his head and said “Yes, but, I know how it feels, I lost my dad in a car accident”. Kyuhyun looked front again and said “It’s hard loosing someone you love, especially if they were the only one who loves you and understands you”. Sungmin replied and said "It is, but we need to move on, I think your mom is very proud of you”. Kyuhyun Was still upset yet, he smiled and stood up. Sungmin asked him to go inside and dry up since he was soaked. Kyuhyun finally, didn't feel alone for once after his mom's death.